storyofherlife

moved

2009-12-13T13:22:00.003+08:00

MOVED

yes Nina, he's a dancer.
and to reality: i dont care about his looks. i dont care if people thinks he's gay. he's with me, so obviously he's not gay. he's nice to me, and that's all i need. thanks for your concern anyway:D

wide awake.

2009-12-09T03:10:00.003+08:00

It's three-ten a.m right now and i'm still awake. Why? All thanks to my brother for waking me up. Was asleep at one a.m just now, but was awaken twenty minutes ago. We ordered McSpicy Meal for me and Mega McSpicy Meal for himself. The order will arrive by four a.m. I can't believe i'm so hungry right now. So hungry that i think my stomach's playing a rock song already. Haha. Okay then. Write again soon.

XOXO,
Risa Chan:D

i love you.

2009-12-08T11:09:00.002+08:00

see this guy? he's muhd irfan. and he's my BOYFRIEND. yes, i'm attached on 07.12.09. hee:D so so happy to be with him. k gotta go. i love you baby:D

XOXO,
Risa Chan:D

BOOMZ., car crash.

2009-11-27T22:11:00.002+08:00

it's a terrible day today. my dad's car met with an accident. a car hit my dad's car from behind and my dad's car bumped onto th front car. it happened a while ago around 7plus at Johor. my family and i were on our way back from Kota Tinggi. i swear i was very scared. my head hurts, both front and back. my sister's lower lip was bleeding just now. my mum's chest hurts. i hate car accidents. my dad's car is a trash now. really. th boot can't be closed. both th back and front of th car is damaged. i can't bear to know how much my dad have to pay fo all this. shite.

i love that night.

2009-11-22T16:24:00.002+08:00

we were sitting on a bench, just the two of us. sitting by the seaside with the cold breeze brushing our faces. you covered me with your sweater and hugged me tight. we sang, and we laughed at our stupid jokes. i felt sleepy, you made me stay awake by tickling me. then you felt sleepy, and i bit your cheek. i love that night.

seventeen.

2009-11-12T23:04:00.002+08:00

YAY! I TURNED SEVENTEEN TODAY!

Thank you and lots of love to:
Mummy, Daddy, Abg Fir & Along, my one and only family.
Khairil & Fyzah, my bestfriends.
Nabila & Wani, my BbyGs.
all my classmates from Hotstuff Academy.
Joseph Tan, Ruhaizad, Kak Jaja, Kuxy, Norman, Haqim, Nasser, Helmi, Ben, Danial, Abu, Raden, Hasif, Rahmat, Bainy, Abg Khanafie, Fadhil, Fida, Halis, Ahmad, Yazid and those who wished me at Facebook as well:D

and to FIFAH & HISHAM, HAPPY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY:D

i love today.
XOXO,
Risa Chan:D

random.

2009-11-10T23:09:00.002+08:00

here's something random.

basically, i am DISGUSTED, yes very much disgusted, seeing couples kissing and hugging in school. i mean, its SCHOOL people! go get yourself a room. what's your motive anyway? making me feel jealous? well, you failed okay? am not jealous but just a piece of advice, "GIRL, PLEASE HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR YOURSELF. thankyou:D" sorry to say that you looked cheap. that's all.

XOXO,
Risa Chan:D

whoopee!

2009-11-09T20:28:00.006+08:00

holla earthlings! i didn't really update this blog often due to lazy-ness. hee:D even if it's updated, it's not a proper one. so yea, let's begin blogging now!

4November2009:

went karaoke-ing with mummy, abang and kak jaja at cashbox. kak jaja wanted to celebrate my birthday since she won't be free on any other days this week. so, it's her treat la. first, mummy and kak jaja go down to the room first while i accompany abang smoke. actually not accompany only ah, join sekaki! hahaha:D after smoking, abang brought me down to the room. and jeng jeng jeng, a birthday song was heard and an appetising cake on the table. i felt so touched la. sweet jugak dorg ni eh? after cutting the cake, kak jaja handed me Esprit bag and birthday card. inside th bag, you know got what? ESPRIT TSHIRT. goddamn nice. seriously:D sayang kak jaja and abang alot! after th karaoke session and makanmakan, time to head back home. thér was school tomorrow. *sobsob* but i swear i had a fantabulous time that night. special thanks to kak jaja and abang.

6November2009:

went to town with FyzahSweetheart and WaniBbyG. we walked and talked and joked around, well, basically we had fun. was supposed to have an interview at the coffee club but we told th manager that we're in a rush(actually NOT). i suddenly felt like there were butterflies in my tummy. was so nervous, especially after FyzahS said that their expectations are high. brr~ we then took 190 to esplanade. after we had enough of walking, we decided to just get a place to sit and chat. bought drinks, i mean FyzahS bought Peach Tea and i bought Coke, not alcoholic drinks:D the three of us tried and tried to open the Peach Tea but failed again and again. we gave up and asked this chinese guy for help instead. he could actually open the drink for less than 10seconds. so is he strong or are we weak? *wonders* then we train-ed back home.

7November2009:

first of all, whatever happened on this day was totally unplanned. i woke up, it was 12 in the afternoon. checked my phone and received calls and messages from friends. someone asked what i was doing, th rest asked about working at Conrad. yes. work. went to work at Conrad as a banquet waitress from 5.30pm to 12mn. it was so damn tiring. and my arms are muscular now. hahah! glad there was a transport home. i won't be talking much about work. cos its not interesting at all, to me. so yea ,thats it for that day.

8November2009:

AHHA! this day. had heaps of fun. phototaking at NabilaBbyG's house. camwhore here and there. hee:D watched pocong2 with NabilaBbyG, WaniBbyG and AshrafO. WaniBbyG was not watching but she was stll scared to go home alone. so her darlingFarhan fetched her home. as fo me, who else can i ask kan? KhairilBFF fetched me, not at cck but at the busstop in front of our block. sweet jugak la tu kan KhaiBFF? sent me to my doorstep. that's about it.

9November209:

today? i'm sick! got an MC. CCK Poly sucks. i hate all the doctors there. i was sick and i waited fo 3hours for my turn! fucktards. patients who arrived after me, got to go first. i hate Polyclinics. bleargh~ lucky KhaiBFF acompanied me. if not, i think i'll rot alone.

okay then readers. till here my post will be.
XOXO,
Risa Chan:D

happy day!

2009-11-02T20:55:00.015+08:00

well this post wil be full with pichas. since i'm too lazy to really update.

01november2009:

celebrated mak iz, my aunt, birthday at her house in bukit batok. bought a chocolate cake using mummy's money, of course, but chosen by me:) it's her 61st birthday on th 30october. semoga panjang umur dan ditambah rezeki okay mak iz:D

.birthday cake chose by me:).

.mak iz and her birthday cake.

.mak iz and her grandchildren.

.mak iz with bapak iz and my parents.

.mak iz with family.

02november2009:

had effing lots of fun in school just now. me and eypuldarling doodled on our books. drew all kinds of things. from clown, to dinosaurs to powerpuff girls and more. i kept losing to eypul, cos his drawings seems to be alot more cuter than mine. nabey. hahaha! but it's okay. i'll keep practicing and definitely will keep on doodling:D after school went to JP with Rima, Apan, Eypul, Taufiq, Wani, Nabila and Ashraf. had KFC first before heading to NTUC to get some stuffs for our DSA project. then everyone train-ed back home. the end.

.my robot and alien.

.my frankenstein.

.eypul's clown.

.eypul's drawing, the girl in the drawing is me, that's what eypul said -_-.

.nabila risa.

.risa wani.

.taufiq eypul apan.

what a day

2009-10-27T18:02:00.003+08:00

while waiting for FyzahSweetheart to call and meet me, let's blog about what happened today.

school was tiring just like the other days but today was more boring. went to school with Lina earlier today. since RimaMummy and EypulDarling gotta go first. as usual, HL milk is a MUST buy in the morning:D Taufiq and WaniBbyG were absent. so that explains why i was bored in school.
however, my boredom ended when there was a scene between my class and th other class, i shudnt mention what class it is. all i can say is "girls..," oh no wait! "bitches.., please watch your mouth and be more matured, think wisely before you wanna do or say anythng." when you're messing with one of us, you're actually messing with all of us. idontknow whether th apology made was sincere or not, but i can tell that this thing has not ended yet. saying my darling's gay, mentioned it out loud and showing your motherfcuking middle finger to my sedare when they basically did nothing to you girls. kau bikin klaka kape? tsk3. all of you, well maybe not all, should really act like your age. okay then that's all about th drama.
around 1pm like that, me, EypulDarling and Miss Lim proceed to DSA at Telok Blangah to discuss about our Christmas' Event. after it ended, we went to Tiong Bahru Plaza and sat at McD to discuss more about the project. Ms Lim sunnguh baik nyari. she treated us at McD. smlm dpt ah tu. hahahah! okay then, i gtg. bye:D

XOXO,
Risa

fun lah!

2009-10-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

something random. enjoy! :D

fun-tastic day!

2009-10-18T20:32:00.006+08:00

well, i had effing lots of fun with HA dearies yesterday. went to Sentosa to celebrate NabilaBbyG's birthday:D people like TaufiqHomeDad, DiyHoney, WaniBbyG, RimaMummy, AshrafBbyGBF, FarhanBbyGBF and ApanUpin were around that makes the day at Sentosa fun-tastic! i wish there'll be more outings like this. we went swimming, played Dog&Bone, looked at Bangla being carried by lifeguards to the shore. yes, there was a Bangladesh guy saved by th lifeguards. tsktsktsk. after everyone had enough of the beach and sea, we proceed to VivoCity to slack at the rooftop. NabilaBbyG, AshrafBbyGBF, TaufiqHomeDad and me took 188 around 10.30pm. TaufiqHomeDad accompanied me home (aww, that's so sweet homedad! hahaha:D). and that's the end of the day. i'm terribly lazy to type. so yea. enjoy looking at the pichas okay?

XOXO,
Risa:D

it's that feeling

2009-10-16T21:10:00.003+08:00

here's something random since i'm bored. let's write something about relationships with a friend. what'll you do if you fell in love with your friend? here's a random story written by me, yes me. enjoy:D

Hailey and Chris has been friends for a few years. Hailey's not aware that she's beginning to fall for Chris and Chris does not realise that Hailey's falling for him. Chris had been sharing almost every single thing with Hailey about his past, present and even what he planned for his future. At one moment, Chris told Hailey that he has a huge crush on Hailey's bestfriend, Anna. Hailey was dumbfounded. she just gave Chris a hug and told him to go for it. upon reaching home, tears rolled down her cheeks. she was so heartbroken, but she knows that there's nothing else that can be done. Hailey decided to give Anna a call.

Hailey: "hey, what ya up to?"
Anna: "chatting with Chris. you know what? he asked me out on a date! *laugh* he's kinda cute, isn't he?"
Hailey: "haha. ya. he is. update me more about the two of you, okay? i gotta go. love you bff! bye."
(hung up the phone immediately)

well, that's about it. i've no idea how to end th story. hahaha! so yea, if you have any comments or advice to what Hailey should do, just tag me okay? chiao.

XOXO,
Risa

happy birthday

2009-10-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

so here's a post specially for my sweetheart :D HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY DARLA! this girl here, her name is nabila jalil aka nabilaBbyG. i hope you'l be happy forever with your loved ones :D that's it. goodnight!

tired, i swear.

2009-10-13T21:20:00.002+08:00

i'm fcuking tired. i swear. it has only been 2days schooling but i felt like it's been a week. th long school hours everyday makes me feel like a working woman already. here's th time from monday to friday.

monday: 9am to 5pm
tuesday: 8am to 4pm
wednesday: 8am to 5pm
thursday: 8am to 4pm
friday: 8am to 1pm

this is too much man! everyday start at 8am??! o-em-gee.! i used to like wednesdays. but not anymore. kalau keje, loaded siak aku. this term, there are 4core modules for us. i think that's the reason our timetable is like this. sheesh~

well, today i reached home at 7pm. even tho school ended at 4pm today, Diy, WaniBbyG, NabilaBbyG, Ashraf and EypulDarling had to stay in school to discuss about our project. it was given since July. but yet to progress. my role is, as usual, secretary to EypulDarling. i've to like call this and that. hmm. i'm a good secretary right? hee:D *kening naek2* i cant elaborate more on th project. cos it's private and confidential i think. hahaha,.

and anyway, my GPA... *shakes head* 2.2, pathetic? yeah, i think so too. i have to do better. alot more better. i wanna go poly! hahaha! mcm paham -_-"
okay then. that's about it. bye.

RisaLovesYou
XOXO

loves.

2009-10-10T12:31:00.004+08:00

above are pichas of th admission tickets fo gx5 swing and th gx5 swing itself. me and Nabila rode that yesterday. i swear i was fcuking scared. but i chose to overcome my fear by pretending that i'm not nervous at all. hahha. only god knows how i felt last night. i'm also proud of Nabila. she managed to overcome her fear too. she was muchmuch more nervous than me. overall, th ride was fun&crazy. i love it!
had a great time yesterday with Nabila and Ashraf. they accompany me go shopping. went to cineleisure to have our lunch. then proceed to cineleisure fo me to shopshopshop! i bought a Le Coq Sportif side bag and a pair of Ripcurl slippers. i love them. really! hahah. below are pichas of th bag and slippers.

lawa kan? hee:D k then. gotta go. XOXO.

movie date

2009-10-08T21:32:00.003+08:00

went out with mummy to watch 4bia2 just now at lot1. just th two of us. mummy, adeq sweet kan? *kening naeknaek* hahaha! mummy talked alot during th movie. and i have to keep on reminding her to talk softly since she talked quite loudly in th cinema. heh. th movie was great,. i think. hee:D okay then. that's all. XOXO.
& i love you, mummy. alot okay? ;)

singapore idol

2009-10-07T14:02:00.004+08:00

going off to watch Singapore Idol live at Mediacorp later on with mummy. got the tickets from Faizal since he asked whether i wanna go or not. of course i want la kan. *smilesmile* have to reach there by 6.45pm. but me and mummy still wondering how to get to Mediacorp. will flag a cab maybe. hmm. actually there's nothing much to blog about. but since i'm bored, let me just "promote" my friend. hahaha.
th picture below is FAIZAL ISA, one of th Singapore Idol contestants. do vote for him tonight. voting line is on from 8pm to 10pm. so yea. catch Singapore Idol live on channel five live tonight! XOXO

raye with sweethearts

2009-10-07T01:34:00.005+08:00

had alot of fun with HA dearests on th 051009. supposed to meet everyone at 1pm but me, khairil, nina, taufiq and haikal head down to Nabilah's crib first. th rest reached quite late. after that to my home. mummy cooked macaroni goreng. delicious you know. *stick nose up high in th air* heh. moved on to aqilah's and farhan's. then we proceed to lin's. took 960 to bugis then MRT to tampines. and another bus to Lin's house. waduh. troublesome. but it's okay. anything fo duit raye. hahahah! *slaps knee* th journey back to cck from tampines is not as long as i expected. maybe because me and khairil talked alot, of CRAPS! hahaha. reached home around 12.30am.

he's mine! risa&eypul, couple of th day :D

TODAY

met Bainy and Atiqah in th afternoon. went to Fyzah's house, lpak. watched Hindustan at her house. i cried. but tk rabak ah. crite touching taw. hahahah. went off around 6.30pm. reached home and went online immediately. felt fcuking dizzy just now. terrible headache all of a sudden. oh god! okay then. gotta go. currently talking on th phone with KELING :D XOXO.

fun-tastic

2009-10-05T11:15:00.011+08:00

well, this will be a post full with pictures taken on 030909. so, let th pichas do th talking. bye :D

my couple fo th day, Khairil :D

&& i just cut my hair this short! omg.

H1N1 alert!

2009-10-02T02:42:00.002+08:00

i should be resting right now, but i insist on staying up late. i've not been feeling well since th past few days. went to cck poly on wednesday and i had to wait for freaking 3hours to see a doctor. thanks eh. with my head spinning, throat itching and sneeze everywhere. thankgod, i wasn't alone. finally, i got to see th doctor. y'kno what? i waited fo THREE hours and th doctor only checked me fo less than 10minutes. he took my temperature, examined my eyes.
and said "you're suspected to have H1N1. take your temperature regularly and come back if your temperature rises to 38degree celcius."
i looked at him and nod blurly. i still don't get it. just because it's H1NI season, everyone who is sick have H1N1 ah? haiyoo. furthermore, he never check me properly. you call yourself a doctor? urgh, please. okay then. that's all for now. will update again soon. XOXO *smooch*

tuesday gerek

2009-09-23T12:17:00.004+08:00

yaw.. let's blog about yesterday(= went out with my brother to town. treated him Breeks at Takashimaya as his advanced birthday gift since iwon't be free on th 25th september. mkn bnyk sia si lahabau tu. hahaha. i also bought fo him a belt, with a buckle that can keep Zippo lighters. cool taw(= then he went off to meet kak Jaja around 4pm. i then proceed to teckwhye to meet fadhil. went to lot1 after that, Fadhil accompany me shopshopshop! i bought 2pairs of shoes, and a bikini. hee(= had a real great time with everyone yesterday. then at night, Asyraf and family drop by my house. "lpak" at my house until 1.30am. kecoh bro! when Risa's family + Asyraf's family = chaos! hahahah. okay then, gtg . meeting Asyraf first before going out. chiao(= XOXO, *smooch*

stupid sickness.

2009-09-19T21:41:00.002+08:00

well, i'm here blogging this imprpoer post just to complain about what i'm going thru right now. i'm having fever, flu and cough all at one go! cb. and tmr i'm gonna celebrate hari raya like this. sheesh~ i really hope that these illnesses will go away, soon. if can by tmr ah. heh. k then. gtg. chiao.

woots!

2009-09-19T02:08:00.003+08:00

hello guys&girls, jerks&bitches! i'm bored, and so here i am blogging. let's talk about what i did earlier today okay?

~went to BPP to laminate something for my brother's upcoming birthday with Nabila.
~proceed to CityHall to meet Wani, Rima, Diy, Nina & Aqilah.
~walked our way down to Conrad fo th job briefing.
~th 7 of us got th job!! (as a server)
~ended around 5.30pm then we went to Marina Square.
~everyone went separate ways and left me, Nabila & Wani.
~Wani went off to meet her love soon after that.
~me & Nabila waited fo Taufiq & Ashraf, but they were damn late -_-"
~we then make our way to Popeyes at Singapore Flyer to join Wani & her love while waiting fo Taufiq & Ashraf.
~had dinner with them then me, Taufiq, Wani & her love took 960 to Bugis.
~me & Taufiq met my bestie(Asyraf) then go shisha-ing with bestie's friends.
~me & bestie went to Geylang to find black baju melayu fo him (nak samesame with me fo raye! wee[=)
~took 67 home then reached at around 1am.

that's all fo today. goodnight. chiao(=

movies

2009-09-15T23:41:00.004+08:00

okay. here's something random. i wanna watch these upcoming movies. but idk who to watch with. anyone wanna tag along? hee(=

thankyou.

2009-09-13T20:40:00.000+08:00

i wonder how stupid i am to have waited for you and be patient throughout your "prepaid low" season. once you texted me this FOUR-page bullshit. now, you texted me telling me to stop contacting you. i feel so relieved. yes, i am relieved. finally! you tell me something that i've been expecting since you changed. i knew this would happen one day. thanks anyway, fo th moments spent together. i really got nothing to say to you or about you. have a happy life ahead with your friends and BESTFRIEND okay? i know i deserve someone muchmuch better than you. chiao.

i'm not blind

2009-09-11T22:57:00.000+08:00

well, this short post is specially to HIM. you see, i can be very patient and understanding. but what you did has gone too far fo me. you said your prepaid is low. okay fine. i don't think your family members/friends does not own any handphones right? there are still other ways fo you to contact me. okay, maybe i expect too much from you, do i? and dude, i'm not BLIND. i saw photos of you and your "bestfriend" on th 100909. yes, she loves that day. you're sweet and blablabla. you went out with her, like WOW! you can contact her when your prepaid is low? wonderful kannn. i'm now really confused about us. i dont know whether i'm just being sensitive/unreasonable/paranoid/overly suspicious or what? and dear, guess what? i'm still gonna wait. readers can say that i'm stupid. i'll just wait and see, if you do deserve my patience. iloveyou. that's th reason why i'm still here fo you.

shopping!!

2009-09-11T01:11:00.002+08:00

well , these are th people i spent time with on th 4th of August 2009 at Geylang . heh . lmbt eh nk upload photo . hmm . idk whether its my com or Blogger that has been giving me problems and testing my patience . sheesh~ okay then . it's alrdy 1am , and i'm still awake . i just got home actually . from johor . went shopping fo hari raya with my mummy and brotherlove . i bought a pair of heels , handbag and make-ups . i really cant wait fo hari raya ! hahaha . okay then . i really got nothing much to say . so yea , goodnight ! chiao(=
and, imisshim.

hooray!

2009-09-07T16:36:00.000+08:00

HOORAY ! IT'S HOLIDAY PEOPLE ! hahahah . well , i just got home and feeling kinda bored . so here i am , blogging . did my BEV test just now . it was okay la . i don't know if i can pass this one . heh . th paper was 2.5hours , but i only spent like 1hour on th paper . most of th time day-dreaming . thinking of someone . hmm . then after th paper , went to 201 to chill with Maan , Taufiq , Syafiq and this HC guy . sorry i forgot his name . hahaha . and i also met Ryan today but only fo a short while . like after 1week of not meeting , then get to meet also fo a moment . like cb . before that , i actually bumped into Firdaus . i gotta admit that i kinda miss him though . k enough fo today . i gotta get ready now . going out with my family to Geylang ..! chiao(=

fucking fucked up

2009-09-05T23:54:00.001+08:00

i'm sick and i can't sleep. my heart hurts, and so is my nose, throat and my head. i'm supposed to study fo th upcoming BEV test but i can't stop thinking about some things. i'm fucking fucked up right now at this moment. people who had tried to cheer me up and made me feel better, thanks. those who don't know anything, and happen to read this post, you can ask me. but that depends if i wanna tell or not. to him, i really miss you. if i did something wrong, please tell me. i feel so far from you. okay, whatever. you're like avoiding me. are these th signs? if it is, then thanks fo everything. i'm tired. and lazy. so yea. bye.

missing him badly

2009-09-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

well , yesterday i had fun . went to Geylang with HA dudes & dudettes . then camwhore here and there like nobody's business . hahah . went to GrandLink afterwards fo our karaoke session . can't deny that Apan , Rima , Nina and Lin's voice were th best . me and my minahreps just sing fo fun . pecah dok . hahaha . reached home at around 12.30am . photos will be uploaded soon . so yea , thats about it fo today . chiao .
& oh , i fucking miss you .

random-ness

2009-08-30T21:38:00.003+08:00

you know i'm falling for you .
you know i'm starting to love you .
you know i'll do anything i can for you .
you know i've tried my very best to be there for you .
you know i can't afford to lose you .
you know i don't wanna spend a single second without you .
you know all these .

i like it when you call me baby, sayang .
i like it when you call me slenge .
i like it when you shouted to surprise me , even tho you know i'm not .
i like it when you kiss me on my lips randomly .
i like it when you look at me in th eyes .
i like it when you hug me close to you .
i like it when you let me sleep on your shoulders .
i like everything about you .
&yes , i think i do love you .

the hangover

2009-08-30T17:13:00.003+08:00

The Hangover . thats th movie me and Ryan watched last night at Shaw House . i wanted to watch Final Destination , but fuck , it was rated M18 . gosh . i'm not even SEVENTEEN yet sia . knnbccb . but nevermind . it's not th movie that matters , it's whom you're with watching th movie with that counts . hahaha . i really had a great time yesterday . thanks Ryan fo th wonderful moments . heh . reached home at around 2.15am , mummy and abang still awake . mummy never talk to me when i reached home . most probably angry as i arrived home late . sorry mummy dearest . okay then . gtg . can't wait to break fast . hee(:

spa&HPO

2009-08-28T22:22:00.003+08:00

guess what ? i just reached home from school . yea . at this hour . haiya . it was a very exhausting day , i swear . but i had lots of fun though . went to school at 1.30pm fo th OFA test . don't ask me how it went , if you know what i mean . head to th housekeeping room after that to decorate th place fo th upcoming Teachers' Day . we have to make it look like a spa . so far th decorations are okay la . heh . spent a few hours decorating before everyone , every single Muslims , break fast at th MPH . imagine that . da macam pat masjid sia . heh . Mr Herman bought Nasi Lemak fo all . i don't regret staying in school til this late . hahaha . th representatives fo HPO , including me , had discussed what to wear on Monday . and guess what ? th ladies , unfortunately , have to wear a black dress and heels on that day . hmm . let's just pray hard that things will go smoothly as planned . after everything was done at around 9pm , i took 184 home . slept in th bus . nobody actually woke me up when th bus had reached bukit panjang interchange . fucker sia this people . luckily th bus driver was still there . if not , i cant imagine myself being locked up in th bus with th lights off and no one around . sheesh . to cover my embarrassment , i walked back home instead of taking bus . as th people there was looking and smiling at me . paiseh sia . was fucked up throughout th journey home . k then . i gtg . need to bathe and rest well . going out with Ryan tmr(: and here are some pics fo you to enjoy .

lovestruck

2009-08-25T12:07:00.004+08:00

hello fellow readers , if there's any . currently in class , OFA . nothing happened today . so its just another plain boring day . not gonna meet Ryan . so my day is gonna get even boring . hahaha . let's update about yesterday .

YESTERDAY
went to school at 10am , yea , was 2 hours late . hahaha . had Teachers' Day meeting at 4pm till 5plus . after that go Lot1 to meet my minahrep , Nabila . break fast at KFC with Nabila and Ashraf . blablabla . skip th eating part . went to bangkit to meet Ryan , lpak with him fo awhile , then went back home . the end(:

"who am i to you?"
"a girl that i want to own."

Ryan&Risa

hairdo by Rima

ta-yerd

2009-08-22T01:35:00.005+08:00

yo readers ! hahah . i just got back from esplanade with Ryan , Bob , Acap & Hisham . Ryan and Bob rehearsed fo th upcoming Teachers' Day performance . i actually got nothing to update , really . anyway , here are some photos . taken today and yesterday . chiao then(:

risa&ryan(:

risaaaaaaaaa

patience

2009-08-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

booyah people ! i'm very very tired today . idk why . today morning was a shit . seriously . supposed to meet Ryan at 7.30am at his void deck . i reached at 7.20am . called him and he said that he just woke up . so i waited till 8.10am . was angry but only for a while . cos i understand that Ryan was not feeling well and was staying up late last night to finish up his project . was trying to be very patient y'kno . but still , cibai la Ryan , make me wait fo 50minutes . hahaha . you owe me 50minutes okay BELO(: thenthen , proceed to school as usual . had a great time in school with all my lovely classmates(: haiya ..'my mind is so occupied with alot of things . Teachers' Day Celebration , CMB Project , BEV assignment . what else ? heh . haiyayayaya . k then . gtg . chiao(:

random quotes

2009-08-16T16:31:00.000+08:00

LOVE QUOTES :
"Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction."

"The love we give away is the only love we keep."

WOMEN QUOTE :
"A woman uses her intelligence to find reasons to support her intuition."

REALITY QUOTE :
"Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, it doesn't go away."

i am falling for you , even tho i don't want to , but at th same time , i can't pretend .
let's just go with th flow .

randomness . heh .

march on

2009-08-16T14:17:00.000+08:00

currently listening to th song "March On by Good Charlotte" . this song has been stucked in my head since th first time i listened to it . thanks to Shahril aka Ryan . hahah .
yesterday , Hisham , Ryan and I met Fyzah at Peninsula . since mummy gave me green light not to follow her go Boon Lay(:
oh wait ! tell you something else first . hee(: earlier that day , i went to Tangs , Orchard Rd , fo th Flag Day thingy . collected some donations from th generous Singaporeans . and some foreigners too la actually . heh . received a $50 note from this chinese lady . thankyou , auntie . but too bad it's not fo me . hahaha . then after that went over to Ryan's place , slept fo less than half an hour cos his parents reached home and i cant sleep again . was angry and Ryan fo not waking me up earlier . BODOH AWAK! NASEB BAEK UR PARENTS TK KESAH! HAHAHA! then then , he accompanied me home . mummy was at home with sis . while i was getting ready , dad got home . idk what was Ryan's reaction . no reaction , probably . heh . then went to city hall to meet Bob . off to Esplanade rooftop we went . few minutes later , Hisham and friends joined us all . then we met Fyzah . she was like a minahrep la yesterday . hmm . i understand how she feels right now . 4years of nothing sia gurlfy . forget abt it okay(: move on , no no , MARCH ON ! heh . k then , gtg . chiao(:

MYOB

2009-08-14T06:12:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey . good morning people ! hahha . i'm supposed to get ready fo school but instead i'm here blogging . hahaha. well , actually , i need to post this post (sounds merepek) especially to HER , yea HER . you know who you are la k , HER . i never did anything to hurt you nor please you . posting up posts at your blog talking about me and my exboyfriend is just plain dumb . i know you have other better things to do right ? or maybe you got angry at me because you like him ? heh . i don't care anymore . it's over between me and him , and i don't see why you should get involve when you're just his FRIEND . go mind your own business okay ? take good care of your own boyfriend(i wonder how unlucky he is). you think you can mess around with my life ? you're wrong bitch . so wrong . i still have my family and friends to support me . i don't need you to demoralise me , cos each time it happened , my friends were there fo me . giving me support , care and concern . i'm very glad my friends aren't like you . blog about your friend's exgirlfriend . heh . k then . gtg . chiao . and oh , takecare bitch(:

anotherone

2009-08-13T12:43:00.004+08:00

and yea , not to forget . my buddy's birthday today , Syaiful ! hee(: kk . chiao !

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU EYPUL !

birthdaywish

2009-08-13T12:32:00.004+08:00

heyheyhey . just gonna blog a lil today . not feeling well . but still in school though . still not over th fact that me&him had separated . da da . dont wanna talk about that . anyways , yesterday , went to meet Shahril to give him his birthday card and guitar picks . he was excited to get th glow-in-the-dark guitar pick -_- thenthen , we lpak . reached home at 12mn . heh . had a great time with them even tho i wasnt feeling okay . they cheered me up especially Hilmi . thanks dude ! k then . gtg . lazy to type . chiao ! andand , HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AGAIN TO MUHAMMAD SHAHRIL BIN ZAINI !

risa&shahril , happy birthday big boy(:

forgive me baby

2009-08-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

i apologise to have let you go . it's over between us and i'm sorry , again . i still love you . i never did hate you . my mistake was that i thought i was ready for a relationship . you can put all th blame on me . as long as you're happy . i hate fighting , quarrelling with you . but it always happen . am i being too demanding ? did i expect too much from you ? i myself dont know th answers . hmm . something for sure is that i'll cherish those moments i spent with you . i'll never forget you , never will . thankyou for all those sweet memories . i know it's hard for you to accept th fact that i'm leaving you , but it's harder for me to let you go . i love you so much , but i just can't take th feeling of being controlled anymore . i'm sorry , Mohd Firdaus Wee .

l.o.v.e

2009-08-10T14:49:00.001+08:00

i'm tired of everything . i'm tired of explaining and you still don't get it . i'm tired of quarrelling over th same thing . i just feel like i need some space . my friends are your friends too . if you can't trust them , why can't you trust me ? i don't know whether i'm over reacting or you're over protective . i don't wanna fight with you . i know i still love you . my friend told me that i was not ready for a relationship and that maybe i was so confident in myself that i can make you happy . i know i'm just making things worse between us . i don't know what to do . should we go our separate ways ? or should we just give ourselves each an enough time to figure this out ? i don't wanna leave . but i know i can't hold on to this any longer . understanding can be build . i know that . i don't know how to explain to you my feelings . because i myself am confused .

gonna miss you .

2009-08-07T00:50:00.005+08:00

heyho ! sorry fo th "no updates in th past few days" people . had been busy with some stuffs(: hmm . today was a very exhausting day . went to school , and guess what ? i wasnt late ! hahaha . went to class straight after meeting boyfriend outside port room , idk how to spell it ah . port , pot . tsk . and in class , something happened blablabla . nabila , diy , wani and amira comfort me . felt better . thankyou girlfriends . got show and tell just now . to Crystal , u did managed to trick me by saying that u're 25 . u sounded so convincing ! cb . hahaha . after that , got debate . my minahrep sisters -_-" won th debate . hahaha . then after that wait fo boyfriend at 201 with shahril , hilmi and all . then thats th end of th day . i guess . heh . yesterday went out with my friends and boyfriend tman shahril buy guitar at Peninsula. satu org nk beli bende , ramai org ikot . hahaha . these good friends are shahril , zaman , didi , farhan , hilmi , boyfriend and me . heh . kiter jiwe ah . then went to KFC at Funan , to grab our dinner . THANKYOU SHAHRIL FO TH TREAT! hahaha . k then , i need some rest ! tmr going KL with mummy . got wedding invitation . heh . i think thats all i have to post fo today . here's some pictures people(:

zaman and shahril ; followed by my zinger student meal (a treat from Shahril)

me , camwhoring , of course . thats my hobby when i'm bored .

JP(nabila , aqilah , hazwani) VS L2R .

bestfriend/boyfriend

2009-08-02T00:07:00.010+08:00

hello mellow marshmallow ! hee(: i just got back from Clarke Quay , with boyfriend . watched fireworks at esplanade . gerek dokzxzxz . hahah . but its only th preview fo National Day . anyway , let's talk about yesterday first , then we can proceed to today's story . heh .
yesterday , finally , i quit my job at Breeks . returned th apron , badge and cap back to th outlet at Marina Square with Fyzah . felt relieved that i don't have to work there again . but at th same time , i felt bad towards Nabila , as she was th one who recommended me th job . im sorry friend . then me and Fyzah walked to Peninsula . then to Boat Quay . what we did , you don't have to know . hahaha . then went off at ard 11pm . da , tu je . end of story .
today , went fo interview at Starbucks Marina Square . hopefully , i can get this job . at least i have an experience being a barista . this job was recommended by Shu Min , boyfriend's classmate . after that , boyfriend and me walked to Clarke Quay go mkn at LJS . yummy(: then we walked to Boat Quay , planned to watch th fireworks there . waited and waited , then we decided to walk nearer to Esplanade . then th fireworks start . i find it quite sweet to watch fireworks with your love one . heh . so yea , after it ended , we walked back Clarke Quay . sit down fo awhile . watched people ride th bungy thingy . mcm best gitu . then boyfriend gave me this cheese crackers . damn nice sia . you people should try it ! heh . then we actually wanted to take 190 from Clarke Quay . but we walked to th busstop near Chinatown then go home . heh . so , i guess that's th end of th story fo th day . and yes , below are some pictures taken yesterday and just now . enjoy(:

shit

2009-07-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

im feeling so shitty now . boyfriend , you know i love you . so please try to understand me . its not that i dont wanna listen to you . but i just feel so pressured by what you're actually worried about . me and them are just friends . lpak friends . not more than that . hmm . i'm trying to understand how you feel . k then . gtg . chiao .

ilovehim

2009-07-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

well , today was just another "one fine day" . hmm . reached school 45 minutes late . im always late ,idk what else to do so as not to be late . heh . Ms Lim talked to me when her lesson ended . felt like laughing cos her 'punctuality'sounds like 'punturality' . hahaha . english maut pe . nothing much happened in school today .
after school went to meet boyfriend with my two gfs . oh ya ! to my two gfs , be strong okay . i was panicked when i see you girls cried . im not good at comforting others , so , im sorry k . to boyfriend (this is random) , i really hope to see you again soon . cos i know since i started working , i've been really busy . i don't want you to feel like i prioritise my job more than you . you know i love you . hee(: okay then , update again soon . chiao .

POKEMON

2009-07-27T21:17:00.001+08:00

currently chatting with boyfriend . hmm . it had been a bad day today . i don't feel good . im feeling so down . im sorry boyfriend fo what i did just now afternoon . i didnt know my actions affected u that much . even tho u said u're fine , well , i know u're not . i had made u feel unhappy quite a number of times . i just hope u can give me time . iloveyou(:
okay . today , reached school late , again , for the umpteenth time . heh . did roleplay just now for CMB . lots of giggling . damn . hopefully we did well . did alot of photo taking with classmates too . using Nabila's and Diy's laptops . lots of funny and stupid shots taken . hahaha . and moving on to Lifeskills lesson , th class made Mdm Saadiah angry . she shouted at th whole class fo th first time ever . just because th class was in a mess . and when she's talking nobody paid any attention to her . hmm . sorry cher . after that break then BEV . Mr Alan's lesson was totally boring . we did nothing in class . sit , talk , walk around . i played POKEMON at Syaiful's laptop during Alan's lesson . got addicted to th game , thanks to my two buddies sitting next to me in class , SyaifulandAshraf ! th game is not as boring as what i thought it was . heh . after BEV , break again . me , Nabilah , Lina and Crystal had been gossiping for that whole 1hour break ! hahaha . gossiping about what ? let only th four of us know(: then after break , went fo OFA , Ms Deon's lesson . was facebook-ing instead of doing assignments . tsk3 . heh . then she released th class early .
waited fo boyfriend outside school , but he was late due to th heavy rain . waited with Lina , Nabilah , Haikal and Kang Wei . then some things happened in between . aft that we all left at ard 6.15pm . boyfriend sent me back . then yea . that's about it . nothing special ah today . so boring . heh . k then . chiao .

johor

2009-07-26T18:35:00.007+08:00

i just got back from johor !! hee(: woke up at 5.30am just now cos mummy wanna spend more time at my relative's place at johor . and also dier takot jam . hmm . reached there at around 9plus am . throughout th journey , mummy and ayah kept quarelling about where to turn and where not to turn . only god knows how sleepyand irritated i was just now . furthermore , th weather was very hot and i was perspiring like hell . imagine me in kebaya and sweating . sungguh tak senonoh ! here are some pictures of me and family during th journey(:

along , risa , mummy , ayah

rewang / pelamin

and i miss boyfriend ! okay , that was random . hahaha . k then . thats all for now . chiao .

work

2009-07-26T00:54:00.004+08:00

Breeks cap , & i don't like wearing caps !

okay ... today was a very tiring day . went out at 12noon to meet Fyzah at Pending . accompanied her to Harvey Norman at BPP to get her new mp3 . hmph ! jealous i . hahaha . then took 960 to Marina Square for my first day of work . i thought its gonna be okay , like not that tiring . but it seems like my predictions were wrong . sheesh . there were lots of things to be remembered . th menu and stuffs . lots of walking and talking . made a few new friends/colleagues . Faizah , Rin and okay , i forgot that guy's name . hahaha . gonna get to work again this wednesday . hmm . what to do . nk keje sngt kan ? amek kaw risa . hah . yeayea , so , after work just now met boyfriend at city hall . (sorry boyfriend i didnt make it for your performance today) then we took train but sadly , we have to go separate ways . don't get me wrong . he continued his train journey to Pioneer while i drop off at Jurong East to CCK . hee(: i miss boyfriend so much . not gonna meet him until monday . hmm . then , tmr i have to wake up early , wanna go to Johor . got jemputan . leceh ah . can't say no to Mummy , cos she definitely gonna scream at me . hahah . mcm Tarzan la Mummy ni . ish . k then . chiao .

school

2009-07-24T23:57:00.004+08:00

My second post ! hahahah . lame . kk . today was quite a boring day . went to school at 9.30am when actually it starts at 8am . heh . then mr alan released th class at 10.30am , an hour earlier . shucks . felt stupid cos i went to school for only 1hour -_-" hmm . then boyfriend fetch me from school , sent me home , then met his friends . i felt guilty cos i am not able to watch him perform tmr . sorry , boyfriend . tmr's my first day of work at Breeks , Marina Square . can't wait(: went to Lot 1 just now afternoon with mummy , bought new pair of shoes , tshirt , pants and socks . heh . okay then . that's all for now . chiao .

beginning

2009-07-22T13:09:00.001+08:00

well, this is my first time blogging.
im so stupid at this.
feels like shit.
i guess i'll just ask people for help soon.
real soon.
okay then.
will update again.
chiao!